Post Mortem
I'm going to go back over my year. Whew, I am totally doing this. I can't even read back over those first blogs without feeling like a total bitch. Some of those guys were perfectly acceptable, better than that in fact, and I just wasn't ready to be accepting. I rejected them because I was unprepared. I think that gives me a new perspective on some of the heartbreaks in my life. Maybe they were just where I was when we dated. Okay, well, let's just do this from beginning to end. Let's start with Joe . I found him. Or, rather, Facebook found him for me. He popped up one day in the People You May Know list. My heart almost stopped when I saw him. The same profile picture from five years ago. His skin... I am such a sucker for that golden look. So, I ballsed up and messaged him. He didn't reply. I just guessed he was still mad at me for abandoning him for someone who had a few minutes for me. I don't require much, but I do need to be somewhere in the time pri...