I Guess It's Been a While
Oh, hey. I guess I've been away for a while, huh? I guess it was a beautiful three months or so followed by you know, a year of being pretty miserable and then a few months of steeling myself to walk away from this notion I'd had of forever. A little older, a little wiser, a little tougher (at least I hope a little tougher.) Actually, I don't feel tough right now at all. I feel like an abused banana. I don't even like bananas. But that is one improvement. I learned to like me. I'm officially better than an old banana. I suppose I'd better get some confessing right out of the way first. I haven't been running. I haven't really run in a year and half or so. I kind of put that aside to focus on that stupid forever thing. Now forever is over, so I'll be right back at it to combat the lonely. You can't really be very lonely when you barely have the energy to feed yourself, wash yourself, and crawl into bed at night. I still dream about running. Ab...